|Bloggers impression of how Soeun see Australia this year (from this site)|
I've also just recently realised that one thing I find hard about this is that it's almost like he has a different personality this year. Due to the sickness he hasn't been able to be himself, I miss him! When will I get my husband back!?
I miss seeing him laugh and hearing other people laugh at his jokes.
As he got sick just when he got to Australia he hasn't had the chance to really get to know people, so I feel like the communities we are part of this year don't know the real him. I was so looking forward to this year in Australia as a time when we could really be part of a church together, and when we could visit my family and get to know them etc etc, but it has been so different to how I had hoped.
|The Real Kimsoeun (pre 2011)|
I actually feel ok about it today, some days are ok, some even more than ok (like May 7) but this is the general pattern of the year.